In the WAITING ROOM for my doctors appointment, I see the shadows of corporate entity sponsored representatives with briefcases enter wearing PRADA.
As they leave my heart is filled with disappointment, opened brief cases reveal the latest scientifically manufactured malady oral Band-Aid ointment.
Free samples of side effects affecting future prospects!
We are already sick and desperate, so...what the heck?
Besides my doctor knows what he is doing and would not lie!
He works hard and deserves a piece of the pie.
I walk into the office and say “hi”, his reply, “feeling any better? A new pill just hit the market and it is something I think you should try.” Cash money bonus motivation and paid vacation inspiration!
Naive and desperate at the time so I go ahead with the buy.
A year later, in the emergency room listening to a nurse say “if you had arrived moments later, there was a good chance you would have died!” In this moment I began to cry!
Now, more medication to combat previous medication fuels unhealthy mental masturbation.
For years, anger and rage consume me! How do I forgive and should I even go on trying to live?
AstraZeneca new exactly what they were doing! Modern day Josef Mengele experiment for profits consuming! The public they keep screwing!
How could the FDA allow this? Started to wonder, who was really sick? Me or these Hitler megalomaniac corporate greedy hypocrites? Even in between share holder profits-taking it hard in the ass and sucking on unwanted dicks, they found a way to do damage!
Naturally, I wanted to do damage but I internalized instead. Corporate coward karma, self fulfilled dharma. I thought perhaps they will see the errors in their ways and willingly find a way to repay...us.
I was not the only one, soon a legal battle had begun.
No apologies were issued, just some chump change and some tissues!
Out of court settlement for my still existing health embezzlement!
Many years passed, delusionally, WAITING in my ROOM to see, justice that will not come through perverted lawyer language nor admittance!
Holding on to energies that do not serve me nor my family seeking to find a means of acceptance.
Accepting the unacceptable toward those who profit from the injured vulnerable cannot be done using the psychological.
So, with black heart open wide and with these words I release myself.
The red returns and I AM no longer WAITING in my ROOM for a justice impossible for the criminally insane!
I rise up to the sun, a new life has begun, the energies of mercy and forgiveness fill my veins.
Perhaps one day they will understand the law of cause and effect...and a new model of health care will...erect!
