Saturday, July 29, 2017

Kinship With All Life








Alan Watts recommends this book in his lecture The Value Of A Psychotic Experience. Now that I am mainly focusing on Hermetics and alchemy I found it interesting that this is what the author is attempting to explain in his simplistic nearly poetic style of writing. Excellent, short, simple book based on his real life experience attempting to understand the mental connection between humans, animals and insects.




Strongheart - The Dog In The First Story Of The Book




Alan Watts - The Value Of A Psychotic Experience


Saturday, July 22, 2017

HEAVY










I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders!
Bigger than the most imaginable largest boulder!
Increasing in mass and weight as I get older!

So many things stress me!
The current state of society, lack of trust, fear, loyalty and honesty, surviving off little money!

It’s like there is always a invisible gun pointed at me!
Sniper scope killing my hope!
Adding to my addictions of alcohol and dope!

Sometimes in this life I cannot cope…contemplating suicide by rope!

Perhaps one day I will be able to forgive...

The boulder will crumble...and I will live life…live!!!








Wrote this during one of my state funded nurture in-patient hospitalizations. Have not thought much about this time in my life until the recent Linkin Park event. If indeed suicide it was...

Brought back all kinds of memories and emotions so I wanted to share this for those who are currently suffering to let you know there is a way out, DO NOT GIVE UP! 


There are options, perhaps not the options you want at the moment but options none the less. YOU ARE LOVED, YOU ARE VALUABLE, YOU ARE WORTHY, YOU ARE IMPORTANT, YOU ARE NEEDED...THANK YOU FOR BEING BORN!
 

Feel free to contact me if you need help!






Watch this before you do anything 












     
 

 







 

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Infinitely Finite








Limitless like cosmic water, yet finite!
Monatomic!

Not meaning to be mean wasn’t meant to be meaningful.

Your persistent pursuit of pessimism prevents you from exploring infinite possible possibilities you claim impossible!

Limiting the limitless infinite nebulous shackled to a tree that won’t grow!

The rebirth of death
The falling sky
The truth...within lie

Other aspects say yes
I say Apophasis!

Changing while staying the same

Symbolic representation of words paint pictures of linear abstract opposites attracting gravitational truths that cannot be spoken!

Remaining closed, yet open!

At the cause of causality, consequently in the PRESENCE of OMNI!

Trying to understand, why the evil in your left hand feels right!

Simultaneous simulation similarities in the singularity signatures signed...glory!

Determined to be deterministic-wholly unholy-unbalanced perfectly-entirely tired indeed!

Unable to see...intuitively

Blinded by foresight!
lost in a forest of kryptonite!

Subliminally submissive
Cohesively coercive

Infinitely finite in thought and belief!

Specifically non-specific when you speak!

Purposefully on purpose when you tweet!

Uniquely un-unique

Prime time primitive past times rewind!

Mesmerized by mystical mental masturbated memories to kill the time...

In the cell on the cell phone searching simultaneous similarities on TV

Phoning home like E.T.

Came to come through circumcised situations!
CUMMING closer to the meaning!

Every word is a contradicting contract
Every sound a silent gesture of gestation
Every touch a taste of triumphance
Every visual versatile void of vexation

Spoliated spores of spontaneous suspicions

Perfectly positioned pineapples







Partially placed parallel next to Pringles


...Pursuant to C
hange