I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders!
Bigger than the most imaginable largest boulder!
Increasing in mass and weight as I get older!
So many things stress me!
The current state of society, lack of trust, fear, loyalty and honesty, surviving off little money!
It’s like there is always a invisible gun pointed at me!
Sniper scope killing my hope!
Adding to my addictions of alcohol and dope!
Sometimes in this life I cannot cope…contemplating suicide by rope!
Perhaps one day I will be able to forgive...
The boulder will crumble...and I will live life…live!!!
Wrote this during one of my state funded nurture in-patient hospitalizations. Have not thought much about this time in my life until the recent Linkin Park event. If indeed suicide it was...
Brought back all kinds of memories and emotions so I wanted to share this for those who are currently suffering to let you know there is a way out, DO NOT GIVE UP!
There are options, perhaps not the options you want at the moment but options none the less. YOU ARE LOVED, YOU ARE VALUABLE, YOU ARE WORTHY, YOU ARE IMPORTANT, YOU ARE NEEDED...THANK YOU FOR BEING BORN!
Feel free to contact me if you need help!
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