Invisible cell...in your head! Fell to the yell…souls dead!
They creep and crawl into our psyche... ...Bamboozled by bargains and propaganda profanity!
We are the United States…UNITED ON ONE BIG SHOPPING SPREE! Think we are free because of the illusion of choice and fake currency!
Ignorance accelerated like subatomic CERN particle collider reality!
Electromagnetically speaking!
In love with the latest-this-and that. We tango with shopping malls…let our cars drive us crazy…indulge in televisions false hopes…become fat and lazy!
Boils down to a sad lost society. Asses in the air...head buried in the sand...on hands and knees!
Worshiping the FLAG, SPORTS, RELIGION, CELEBRITIES, TV-DUMB DEVICES and GOSSIP! FAR TOO MANY HAVE LOOSE LIPS!
Distracted, busy “getting high” on ego to realize we act like copycats. Blinded by a "fat man and little boy" military precision styled false corrupted wisdom!
Adopted by greed and competition! Lent out to strangers with bad intentions!
WHAT ELSE TO EXPECT WHEN WE USE THE TELEVISION AS A BABYSITTER!!!
We allow this cycle to repeat. This cycle of defeat!
A QUANTUM MENTAL CATASTROPHE!
This is a world where perverted language has little value!
A country of fluoridated rusty water wells with food that screams and skies that cry!
A matrix in which fear dominates!
In a time of lost hope, and jail time for dope!
If this ain’t Pace Picante dip…get a rope!
I wrote this a long time ago and recently edited it to reflect some of the current themes unfolding. I share this not to encourage pessimism of the current “WHAT IS” scenario but to encourage creative expression in order to release it. There is always a flipside to the negative dark aspects of what we think of as reality. Running from and denying it does not help the situation. Only keeps energy stagnate manifesting into physical and mental disharmony.
The first time I met my father was in court! Was 13 years old at the time living with my grandmother who adopted and raised me since birth. She was a good woman who worked countless hours so we could have some basics. Will never forget when the judge asked my father if I was his child and he said he did not know! Was heart shattering to say the least but the fact was, he did not know and was never informed of my presence on the planet. He made a genuine attempt to know me but I ended up in an orphanage shortly after our meeting and never seen him again. My grandmother was dying from cigarettes and I had nowhere else to go so I was fortunate enough to be placed somewhere relatively safe with a promise of a future.
When we are young it is difficult to understand certain things. I held on to anger and resent toward him and my mother who was practically non-existent in my life which partially fueled the fire of escapism through addiction. As time went on I was able to see more clearly and find understanding and ultimately forgiveness toward both of them. Forgiveness was the most liberating thing in my life! It freed up much needed energy to begin other aspects of healing that were much needed. I do not believe in accidents, the Universe knows what it is doing and we are extension of that awesome force of creation. We are participants and choose certain experiences before entering the body. As we zoom out certain things that appear to be pure evil on the surface take on different meanings. Although we may only be able to comprehend small portions of it at a time, it is important to ultimately trust the bigger picture even when we lack clarity. Does not mean we ignore and deny the horrors of WHAT IS.
So, I share this for those who may be struggling on this fathers day to seek understanding and forgiveness toward fathers who have appeared to make bad decisions. The sooner one can forgive and release stagnate resentful energy, the sooner one can utilize the energy for something more meaningful and useful in life, plus you will feel better. There is a movie I watched during this time called “Forgiving Doctor Mengele” that inspired me to search deep into my soul for understanding and forgiveness. I highly recommend it if you are struggling with any of these types of issues. After watching, I thought to myself, if this woman can forgive the horrors inflicted upon her I can forgive! Interestingly enough around that time I met a kind sweet old woman who had the Auschwitz tattoos on her arm! I asked her if she was in the camps and she said yes. We talked for a long time, when I asked her how can she be so kind and sweet after all of that she said she forgave!
The original meaning of REGULATE in this country was to "make regular" to encourage the growth of, not control or stifle or inhibit.
The 9th Amendment guarantees the retention of all non-enumerated rights.
One of those rights is The right to "heal oneself" with medication.
We have the NATURAL right to access of medication.
I still find it MIND BLOWING we cannot get something this simple correct in a so-called FREE COUNTRY! Yet, we somehow have the wisdom to know what is best for other countries!
This program appears to be a "legal way" to get around the "DEMONization of NATURE" LAWS if you live in a state CON"trolled" by folks with a REEFER MADNESS Jeff Sessions mentality!
Starting to fully understand the meaning behind the statement: For with much knowledge comes much sorrow, the more knowledge, the more grief.
Have grieved much this past year, for the deeper down the rabbit hole one goes, the more the heart is ripped apart! Certain truths about our reality are very heartbreaking! I understand why so many people CHOOSE not to look into these topics and prefer to live in a bubble of IGNORance. I have made myself physically sick at times looking into these things, particularly when PIZZA GATE hit!
My mind still does not want to believe in the facts presented however I know that’s just DENIAL and denial leads to some of the highest forms of suffering. Also discovering, expecting people to wake up who do not want to wake up is as foolish as expecting a hardcore addict to get clean who does not want to get clean! Expectations of others is a form of PLANNED RESENTMENT and resentment is energetically draining. Persistent resentment kills!
On the flipside, the more you know about how the manipulation works the less effected by it you can become. The same tools that are used against us are the same tools that WILL help one become more free. It is ALL an ENERGETIC GAME, “choose” where you give your ATTENTION and ENERGY WISELY.
It's so obvious now, hidden in plain site!
For those familiar with this type of knowledge I know you will understand what is in this picture. Walked past this building recently and got shivers throughout my body. Zoom in on the pyramid.
Have been detoxing intensely for the last couple of years now and can speak from personal experience to some of the truths presented in this video. This info can be a hard pill to swallow but once this truth is digested has a very powerful positive effect on ones life. As always, do your research and proceed with a certain level of caution, do not rush results.
Also, when I was a hardcore drinker years ago there were times when my friends were convinced it was not me acting in the manner I was. They used the word “possessed” to describe what they witnessed. Took a while to put the pieces of that puzzle together but in time I came to realize “I allowed” HARMFUL DARK ENTITIES to influence me through excessive consumption! The aura field gets damaged over time from “over indulgence” and all kinds of influential astral beings can easily penetrate the mind and body. One particular event that blew my mind when I first started to get clean was a being that resembled the Harry Potter type of floating entity known as a Dementor who came to me as I was asleep. The being started to choke me but I was able to wake up in the middle of it. When I snapped out of the dream my neck was a red-ish color and hurt just like it would if someone had choked me in the “so-called” real world! I now understand this was the entities last chance to harm me as it knew I was awakening and could no longer influence me. Was a very scary surreal experience among many others I would have in the beginning of my journey to breaking the dependence on booze.
If you are not convinced a zombie like sate of consciousness and continuous conflict are what the forces who manipulate this planet want check the billboard, pay attention to all the subconscious symbols and advertisement on the radio, TV and signs in your environment. Drives me nuts at times! Particularly when I am driving on the highway and see giant digital hard liquor ads. Many driving casualties and deaths from booze yet even when we drive they seek to penetrate our subconscious. We already know without a doubt the disastrous effects of this substance yet we still allow advertisements for it. Particularly in events children are witnessing. The Budweiser Superbowl ads are a great example of this. Millions of children watching, being entertained and programed to become future consumers of this product. Future addicts, future prisoners of the addiction industry.
FANTASY
Ask yourself, why would an industry who knows the horrific effect their product is having on the public have to stoop to this level to sell it?
Check the comments in the video to see the level of MIND CONTROL people are under.
There is a THIN LINE between entertainment and war! We have acknowledged the dangers of cigarettes and limited advertising to children, particularly cartoon character like advertisements yet still allow the same type of advertising for sugar. Next time your in the cereal isle notice the packaging. Captain Crunch is a great example of this. Alcohol is much worst yet we still allow our children to be influenced through these mentally invasive, subconscious penetrating slick advertisements. “Why” do we still “allow” this knowing the dangers as a society? Profit and control TRUMP wisdom and Morals. Effects of the “hijacking” of consciousness.
THIN LINE between entertainment and war!
To Advertise some get disguised!
On the flip side, there is a lot of knowledge to be gained by going through this vicious cycle if you are fortunate to make it out of the trap alive! I do not recommend taking it to this level but for some of us who are "resistant to change" and personal growth THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO KNOW. I am a very fortunate person to have done this and now wish to share my experience and thoughts on such topics.
Tragic Comedy
Alcohol is a very seductive substance that alters cognitive functions among many other harmful things. Plenty of literature on line for those so inclined. In the beginning it is fun and euphoric, then like many addictive things becomes a "downward spiral of self pity and regrets." I write this not to preach or tell people what to do but to share my experiences for those interested in such knowings. Telling people what to do does not work! This is more for those already on this path of self destruction who may read this and decide to put the brakes on, slow down and re-think what they are doing. I solute anyone who is able to control their drinking habit but have hardly met anyone who truly can. Continuous excessive drinking is a lot like opening the HELLRAISER box and you never know what is going to come through! I did a lot of damage to my mind and body during those times and it has taken a good ten plus years to rejuvenate myself. It can be done so NEVER LOSE HOPE!
What's your pleasure???
Finally, for those interested in making a positive change on earth. By consuming alcohol products you are supporting a extremely corrupt industry. Not giving these people your money is one of the best ways to stop it. WILL also inspire others to stop as well. We do “have the power” to CHOOSE what we put in our bodies. Choose wisely! “Spiritual warfare” IS REAL, the war on consciousness is the most profound war being waged. This substance is one of the biggest tools aside from psychological television/smart phone programming being used to keep us in bondage through ADDICTION and addiction is ultimately slavery!
What this boils down to is ENERGY CONTROL. You give them your time, money/ENERGY and they provide you with products that deplete and steal your energy so WE are more easily controllable! If you seek to have more money, time, energy and control over your life, thoughts and emotions, better relationships and the things that matter most the decision will be easy. The path in the beginning will be difficult but well worth the effort.
THE CHOICE IS YOURS ONLY...
Poem I wrote during those times:
Planet Misery
I imagine my depression and addiction as the most violent well known and unpredictably predictable planet.
Landscapes of loneliness and madness, confusion and sadness.
Where everything is a mess!
I am not the only one here. I am often swimming and indulging in oceans of tequila, wine, and beer.
Crouched in a dark corner surrounded by paranoia, drama and fear.
Atmosphere so dry I cannot shed a tear.
This is the land anyone can get near.
Oh look, there goes Champagne fountain, next stop, Cocaine Mountain!
Maybe this place isn’t so bad, when indulging I am glad.
Now I am on the opiate carnival roller coaster ride.
Up-down-up-down-around and around-frown-frown-frown.
Sad faced clown!
This planet seems so great.
So why am I filled with such anger and hate?
Racing thoughts and a never-ending self destructive mind debate.
In this world, life has little value.
In this universe life is a curse!
Frequent lunatic like outburst!
There is a car familiar to our kind…it’s called a Hurst!
We play a game called who’s gonna die first!
Another one we call, speed-ball.
The best and most dangerous of them all!
This game last twenty minutes at a time, everything is legal, nothings a crime.
You won’t even have to pay a fine.
Just give up your life energy.
There is more than enough to go around, for you, for me.
