My Experience With CBD & What I Have Come To Find About Illinois Cannabis Program/Doctor Ignorance

Have been using full spectrum CBD for about 3 months now and am very impressed! If you want to use cannabis legally in Illinois you are “forced” to go through a criminal background check, pay large sums of money and get fingerprinted. I refuse to be treated in such a manner so I have been researching and finally decided to get some CBD because it is legal.

What I essentially found talking to doctors about the subject of medical cannabis is a lot of ignorance, denial and indoctrinated order following sellouts with no intention on doing anything that does not fit within their limited educational programming. Also, many doctors/hospitals are in a relationship with the federal government and take money from them so now they are obligated to follow federal orders or risk losing funding. Nine out of thirteen doctors I spoke with still have not even heard of the endocannabinoid system! So I printed out some info and gave it to a few. One would think in an industry that "claims" to be passionate about health and healing this topic would be amplified within the community but is still mostly pushed aside and met with scorn despite the myriad of testimonials and scientific research.

The best part of this product for me is the non-psychoactive aspect. You have to use a lot before getting even a slight buzz. I feel happier, more balanced and my pain level is highly decreased! Price is reasonable and have not had any negative side effects thus far but I do not use it everyday, mainly as needed. Does not effect my thought process in a negative way as well like smoking it use to for me. Even if your not in pain I suggest this product to stimulate the endocannabinoid system for homeostasis. Many people have an endocannabinoid deficiency and don’t even know due to the suppression of this data. Maybe Oprah will do a show on it one day, lol! I use a vape pen, there are other ways of taking it I have not tried, do your own research and try it to “KNOW” for “YOURSELF.” Started a playlist on the subject you can find here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLxbRtsIZpxqoBWwTTS7z9VmN1O2t3sN7B

Cannabidiol (CBD) for Health and the Brain

 

URBAN SELF-DEFENSE & Equanimity

Excellent book Jam-packed with useful knowledge in a time of epic uncertainty, thievery and trickery!

The Art of Urban Survival with Stefan Verstappen

I never full bought into the so-called new age. Something just did not seen right about many of the teachings. However for a time I needed soft lovey-dovey teachings because of the damage I mostly inflicted upon myself and “allowed” others to inflict upon me. So, when I started my journey on this path it was people like Eckhart Tolle and Wayne Dyer who helped me grasp certain understandings of spiritual concepts. Am grateful for some of those teachings however much was left out.

Particularly in regards to this dark aspect of reality many in this movement say to avoid as if it will all just disappear if we do so. Or, that your giving energy to this dark force by looking at it allowing it to grow stronger. There is a certain level of truth to this because what we do give energy to on a "consistent" basis does grow. Both on a personal and collective level. The opposite is true when we avoid what is with wishful thinking that it will just go away on its own without any actions taken. The most important actions are increasing awareness and changing how we think and eat which positively influences all other aspects of how we live.


The idea of moral relativism in particular I find to be very deceitful! If someone can convince you that slavery is "just relative", guess what? You are a good little slave! One will hardly even question anything if it is all just relative so use discernment in any teaching because many are filled with truth mixed with lies. The fact is that there are many horrific things occurring on this lovely planet that do “require our attention” and being prepared for circumstances like the ones highlighted in this book is a great place to start. Yes, be kind, be cool, be love to the best of your ability but also be ready for the worst case scenarios that are unfolding in our current “WHAT IS” in reality.

I ended one of my videos on global consciousness with an Allan Watts quote below:

Yes and no! For how can one truly love their slavery while watching it increase as we suffer more and more? How can one love all of the things we know are corrupting and limiting the sentient experience? Even though love and hate are polar opposites of the same expression, a balance is required to have peace. The persistent extremity of either creates excessive imbalance causing internal and external conflict ultimately decreasing health and overall well being. Equanimity and being prepared holds the key! Would also be wary of any teachers mainly focused on either extremity not including both. There are a lot of teachers who will quote Jiddu Krishnamurti saying it is no good measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society who appear to be very well adjusted to it!Or those who will tell you how bad advertisers are yet participate in advertising on their channel.

To Flat Earth Enthusiast

First off I want to say that I do not fully disagree with flat earth theory. The earth in a sense is both flat and spherical depending on where your at. We are in a multi-dimensional universe. On the ground it appears flat, from space otherwise. Reality is even much more than this. Perhaps one day we will know the full truth to this topic but people are free to argue, separate and fight over it for as long AS THEY CHOOSE. Personally, I suggest spending your valuable time learning about the mind and heart, exploring consciousness along with how the body functions while doing what you can to live a more peaceful healthy life. The chances of people shifting behavior in a more positive manner is slim even if the government were to come out and state the earth is flat.Time will tell.

I know many flat earthers are excellent people concerned with truth but have noticed they do not want much to do with anyone with different beliefs or opinions. Like many online at the moment who speak of unity, love, acceptance yet run away like a thief getting caught in the middle of a robbery when presented with information that contradicts their opinion or beliefs. We will never have peace, love or unity if we CHOOSE to only surround ourselves with others who completely agree with everything we say and believe. Same thing is going on in the Occult, Christian, Muslim, Buddhist, Pagan, Wictch, Scientific and many other communities. It is a trap that I still fall into occasionally. I am not certain what it is going to take to put our differences aside to focus on the real issues tainting society but it all starts with awareness. Our collective focus is hardly existent at the moment. Then again, most people are still unaware that we can alter reality through a mass collective focus.

If there is any flat earther who can explain to me how it is possible to be in a 3D reality while also living in a flat earth 2D reality it would be greatly appreciated. I truly seek to know, thanks. 

2D

Puff & Pass Session With Jeff Sessions

The other day I had a puff and pass session with Jeff Sessions.

We, philosophized about life, ultimate unknown and unanswered questions.

Was my opportunity to know, what it felt like to have no soul.
To pick the brain of a real psycho!

I asked, “what did you mean by pot smokers are bad people?”

As he spoke his nose started to grow!

He said, “I will answer after this drink, cigarette and line of blow!

With every shot of whisky, he opened up so slowly.

Started telling me about his childhood and how he was, lonely!

How they locked him in a room for 20hrs a day...with Refer Madness movie on replay!

For months at a time on a cold floor with no clothes.

Reruns of Oprah and no cell phone!

Microwaved McDonald's chicken nuggets 3 times a day without sauce sipping on Budweiser!
Every twenty minutes intravenously fed products from Pfizer!

I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
Then he put his hands out like he was holding a steering wheel and started steering!

All of a sudden Nancy Reagan busted in and he started to grin!

They locked eyes like lost lovers separated by decades!
They, took off their cloths and started to dance wildly.
They, pulled off their piss infested diapers and jumped up and down.
Yelling and screaming in hysteria swinging diapers all around!
Out of their asses pulled a red nose made for clowns!
Put it on their nose and continued jumping up and down!

The room got smelly, all I wanted to do was leave! 
VISIONS OF R. KELLY!
As I started to grieve!

Nancy said, “please don’t go you should know my real name is Steve!”
I had to stay because this was something nobody would believe!

They started to scissor then switched to 69!
In between Hannibal Lecter orgasms sips of wine!

They said, “come join us so you can pass some time!”

I said, “no thank you and she started to cry!”

I said, “all I really wanted to know is why you hate Cannabis smokers?”
Why the war on drugs instead of a war on ignorance?
Why jail the sick, why not help instead?

Minutes passed in silence that felt like hours...
They stood up straight like Al Roker live TV Mk Ultra trigger word moment!
Started to, do the robot, shit was getting creepy!
They, started to talk then they started to get sleepy.
Now it was obvious, behind me was a TV!

When they awoke the conversation turned grim!

“It’s not that we hate drug users but we have to listen to him!”

Pointed to a branding on their butts that said, Jim!

Is that your handler?

“Yes” as they frowned:(

This is when they started pissing on the ground!

Do a line of blow with us it will make you feel better!

I just said "NO!"

Then Jim busted in wearing a Freddy Krueger sweater!

With whip in hand took control of the situation!

He said, “Nancy and Jeff...its time for a perminate vacation!”

Your no longer needed, replacement clones are almost ready!

The Queen of England walked in and started serving over cooked spaghetti!

She looked me dead in the eye, shape shifted and said, “son, your just not ready!”

FOR THE TRUTH!!!

Say Cheese!

To be continued:

Conversations with Jim part 2.

Note: No corrupt mind controlled sell out politicians were harmed during the writing of this poem! This is purely a work of comedic fiction and a attempt to release energy and keep sane during a time of epic human slavery, coercion and mind control while the masses hardly notice, thank you for reading, peace.

9-11-01

Twin Towers-the Pentagon devoured by airplane showers!
Buildings collapse like cut flowers!

Death…destruction now, and in the final hours!

When will we learn???
Sentient beings listen...but CHOOSE to burn!

Hard to hear the truth when we are so divided.
Seems to me a loop of ignorance that’s coincided...

Something clever about how we don’t come together!

Dust clouds and concrete, broken hearts-hands and feet!
Scattered on the grounds of New York streets!

Silence in the air…this is a first.
Souls beware, run-don’t stop and stare!

People, prepare for anything and everything!
Life can be unfair, when you dare...to speak the truth!

Hard to care when unable to see, how we are constantly - strangled by an invisible noose!

Why do so many people have to die before we learn about the lie?
Even when we learn, what happens to the concern?

We must recognize the knowledge that we lack.
Take the knowledge and humanity back before the next attack that will lead to an even more deadly counter react!

They want us to live in terror!
The terror-era of capitalistic mind controlled endeavors!

Change requires sacrifice and "limiting" yourself from every vice.
Before you spend…THINK TWICE!

Hit em in the wallet!
That’s how you stop it!

911 was just a stop-pit!

The bombs will continue to hit!
The bombs will continue to hit!

The bombs will continue to hit!

The bombs can’t quit!
Same old shit!

False evidence concluding weapons of mass destruction-to legitimize ILLEGAL WAR, self-destruction!

Then we are wrong and idiots for being upset and asking legit questions!
Spin-masters not able to deny what the camera cannot hide!

Saddam deserved to be eliminated.
The way American politics went about the issue can be debated!

Terrorism takes many forms.
Most terrorist hide behind closed doors!

Blending in with society...creating and manipulating things that should not be!

In America terrorist take the form of false prophets!

Energy parasites surviving off the fear frequencies of heart, body, mind and wallets!

Molesting children-draining blood!

They don't like PIZZA THAT IS NOT FRESH!

Obsessed with flesh, the illusion of control and innocence! 

Using the tears of a billion dead babies as perfume! 

Body parts for toys!

Television is more powerful than fat man and little boy!

Only difference is the MIND THEY DESTROY!

Foreign terrorist build bombs, internal terrorist build 5G networks to penetrate homes!

Kings and queens build thrones!

Psychotic malnutrition mentally unstable mores set in stone!

Be careful who you clone!

 

Started writing this shortly after the attack and added to it as time went on. My heart still goes out to all who suffered and still have not found closure. Let us not forget this until justice is served and closure has come. Let us send love to those still suffering and the criminally insane, who for whatever reason just do not seem to understand or are not able to feel the connection and love that exist within this reality.