Alan Watts recommends this book in his lecture The Value Of A Psychotic Experience. Now that I am mainly focusing on Hermetics and alchemy I found it interesting that this is what the author is attempting to explain in his simplistic nearly poetic style of writing. Excellent, short, simple book based on his real life experience attempting to understand the mental connection between humans, animals and insects.
Strongheart - The Dog In The First Story Of The Book
The current state of society, lack of trust, fear, loyalty and honesty, surviving off little money!
It’s like there is always a invisible gun pointed at me!
Sniper scope killing my hope!
Adding to my addictions of alcohol and dope!
Sometimes in this life I cannot cope…contemplating suicide by rope!
Perhaps one day I will be able to forgive...
The boulder will crumble...and I will live life…live!!!
Wrote this during one of my state funded nurture in-patient hospitalizations. Have not thought much about this time in my life until the recent Linkin Park event. If indeed suicide it was...
Brought back all kinds of memories and emotions so I wanted to share this for those who are currently suffering to let you know there is a way out, DO NOT GIVE UP!
There are options, perhaps not the options you want at the moment but options none the less. YOU ARE LOVED, YOU ARE VALUABLE, YOU ARE WORTHY, YOU ARE IMPORTANT, YOU ARE NEEDED...THANK YOU FOR BEING BORN!
Limitless like cosmic water, yet finite! Monatomic!
Not meaning to be mean wasn’t meant to be meaningful.
Your persistent pursuit of pessimism prevents you from exploring infinite possible possibilities you claim impossible!
Limiting the limitless infinite nebulous shackled to a tree that won’t grow!
The rebirth of death The falling sky The truth...within lie
Other aspects say yes I say Apophasis!
Changing while staying the same
Symbolic representation of words paint pictures of linear abstract opposites attracting gravitational truths that cannot be spoken!
Remaining closed, yet open!
At the cause of causality, consequently in the PRESENCE of OMNI!
Trying to understand, why the evil in your left hand feels right!
Simultaneous simulation similarities in the singularity signatures signed...glory!
Determined to be deterministic-wholly unholy-unbalanced perfectly-entirely tired indeed!
Unable to see...intuitively
Blinded by foresight! lost in a forest of kryptonite!
Subliminally submissive Cohesively coercive
Infinitely finite in thought and belief!
Specifically non-specific when you speak!
Purposefully on purpose when you tweet!
Uniquely un-unique
Prime time primitive past times rewind!
Mesmerized by mystical mental masturbated memories to kill the time...
In the cell on the cell phone searching simultaneous similarities on TV
Phoning home like E.T.
Came to come through circumcised situations! CUMMING closer to the meaning!
Every word is a contradicting contract Every sound a silent gesture of gestation Every touch a taste of triumphance Every visual versatile void of vexation
Invisible cell...in your head! Fell to the yell…souls dead!
They creep and crawl into our psyche... ...Bamboozled by bargains and propaganda profanity!
We are the United States…UNITED ON ONE BIG SHOPPING SPREE! Think we are free because of the illusion of choice and fake currency!
Ignorance accelerated like subatomic CERN particle collider reality!
Electromagnetically speaking!
In love with the latest-this-and that. We tango with shopping malls…let our cars drive us crazy…indulge in televisions false hopes…become fat and lazy!
Boils down to a sad lost society. Asses in the air...head buried in the sand...on hands and knees!
Worshiping the FLAG, SPORTS, RELIGION, CELEBRITIES, TV-DUMB DEVICES and GOSSIP! FAR TOO MANY HAVE LOOSE LIPS!
Distracted, busy “getting high” on ego to realize we act like copycats. Blinded by a "fat man and little boy" military precision styled false corrupted wisdom!
Adopted by greed and competition! Lent out to strangers with bad intentions!
WHAT ELSE TO EXPECT WHEN WE USE THE TELEVISION AS A BABYSITTER!!!
We allow this cycle to repeat. This cycle of defeat!
A QUANTUM MENTAL CATASTROPHE!
This is a world where perverted language has little value!
A country of fluoridated rusty water wells with food that screams and skies that cry!
A matrix in which fear dominates!
In a time of lost hope, and jail time for dope!
If this ain’t Pace Picante dip…get a rope!
I wrote this a long time ago and recently edited it to reflect some of the current themes unfolding. I share this not to encourage pessimism of the current “WHAT IS” scenario but to encourage creative expression in order to release it. There is always a flipside to the negative dark aspects of what we think of as reality. Running from and denying it does not help the situation. Only keeps energy stagnate manifesting into physical and mental disharmony.
The first time I met my father was in court! Was 13 years old at the time living with my grandmother who adopted and raised me since birth. She was a good woman who worked countless hours so we could have some basics. Will never forget when the judge asked my father if I was his child and he said he did not know! Was heart shattering to say the least but the fact was, he did not know and was never informed of my presence on the planet. He made a genuine attempt to know me but I ended up in an orphanage shortly after our meeting and never seen him again. My grandmother was dying from cigarettes and I had nowhere else to go so I was fortunate enough to be placed somewhere relatively safe with a promise of a future.
When we are young it is difficult to understand certain things. I held on to anger and resent toward him and my mother who was practically non-existent in my life which partially fueled the fire of escapism through addiction. As time went on I was able to see more clearly and find understanding and ultimately forgiveness toward both of them. Forgiveness was the most liberating thing in my life! It freed up much needed energy to begin other aspects of healing that were much needed. I do not believe in accidents, the Universe knows what it is doing and we are extension of that awesome force of creation. We are participants and choose certain experiences before entering the body. As we zoom out certain things that appear to be pure evil on the surface take on different meanings. Although we may only be able to comprehend small portions of it at a time, it is important to ultimately trust the bigger picture even when we lack clarity. Does not mean we ignore and deny the horrors of WHAT IS.
So, I share this for those who may be struggling on this fathers day to seek understanding and forgiveness toward fathers who have appeared to make bad decisions. The sooner one can forgive and release stagnate resentful energy, the sooner one can utilize the energy for something more meaningful and useful in life, plus you will feel better. There is a movie I watched during this time called “Forgiving Doctor Mengele” that inspired me to search deep into my soul for understanding and forgiveness. I highly recommend it if you are struggling with any of these types of issues. After watching, I thought to myself, if this woman can forgive the horrors inflicted upon her I can forgive! Interestingly enough around that time I met a kind sweet old woman who had the Auschwitz tattoos on her arm! I asked her if she was in the camps and she said yes. We talked for a long time, when I asked her how can she be so kind and sweet after all of that she said she forgave!
The original meaning of REGULATE in this country was to "make regular" to encourage the growth of, not control or stifle or inhibit.
The 9th Amendment guarantees the retention of all non-enumerated rights.
One of those rights is The right to "heal oneself" with medication.
We have the NATURAL right to access of medication.
I still find it MIND BLOWING we cannot get something this simple correct in a so-called FREE COUNTRY! Yet, we somehow have the wisdom to know what is best for other countries!
This program appears to be a "legal way" to get around the "DEMONization of NATURE" LAWS if you live in a state CON"trolled" by folks with a REEFER MADNESS Jeff Sessions mentality!
